i need those packages today like a drug. if nothing good happens when i get home i will get into bed and never get back out. i've been needing a mental breakdown for a while now. 

i really miss stacy. i didn't think that i would but it kind of sucks not having her around. i mean in the country at least. i can't wait until she gets back. i think it will be in a week. i think she gets back on her birthday. it's a nice little present for myself.