hi hi! 

i got to work half an hour earlier than i typically get here. i am not particularly happy about that because it means that i will be here longer than usual. grr. i really hate this job and i am pretty sure that this will be the last summer that i do this. i made the amount of money that i wanted and i'm sure i will get any recommendation that i need for med school or anything else that i may need a recommendation for and this job just makes me really unhappy. also it is really starting to annoy me when my dad says that some results are "really exciting" because they really are not. they are nothing close to exciting. i mean i am the type of person who gets giddy about a sheet of stickers ... if i don't find something exciting, it's not.

also, i am not really happy with my dad right now. yesterday i found that the front bumper of my car on the passenger side was dented. i called home to see if anyone remembered doing it because i know that i didn't. anyway, after a lot of denying, my dad finally remembered that he hit a 18 wheeler tire skin on the highway one day on the way to work. he said that it was unavoidable but i know it wasn't. he just wouldn't slow down and change lanes. anyway ... this morning when he went to look at it, all he said was "oh ... sucks." he didn't even apologize or say that it was his fault. it's annoying because he doesn't care that he messed up my car. 

on to happier things (although i'm so deep into the unhappiness hole at this point that i don't know if i can dig myself out again) ... i got to see jordan yesterday which was really fun. we went to the galleria to get my wallet which turned out to be only $24 which made me like it a lot more. we had a really great day (which we really needed) and it was nice to be with him again. i don't know why that last week of not seeing him was so hard. the only bad thing about yesterday was that i felt really sick about 30 minutes after meeting jordan. i got a really bad headache and my body was all cold on the inside. it didn't get better for the whole day ... i still don't feel great right now. 

i had my second chemistry test yesterday and it was not good. i don't want to talk about it. but on saturday when i was going to lab, i took a picture of the man who lives in the downstairs apartment who was mean to me at the beginning of the summer. i really hate him because this is what he typically wears when he is in public and he yells at everyone and he has a fat daughter who is entirely worthless and a pathetic son who is in high school who i haven't seen all summer ... i am assuming that they either sent him away or he was arrested. 

we do have a new house guest for the next week or two. his name is bob and he is very elusive. i am taking care of him while jordan and his family go to the beach house in galveston ... i have not seen bob outside of his rodent dome and whenever he wants to go to another place in his cage, he will walk with the dome on his back. he is a good color but his fur is rough and he has juicy eyes. jordan said that bob was like that when they got him. it kind of looks like when i get allergies and the whites of my eyes swell over the black parts. i feel bad for bob because he always has eye crusties ... i think i will spend a part of today looking up any possible explanation for that. i am trying to think of a personality for bob but all i can think is that he reminds me of a turtle. he is pretty sweet and relatively bold because he comes right up to me (a stranger) when i fed him a carrot this morning. kobe seems really interested in bob ... it's like he doesn't remember that he and bob have lived together before. 

last night after jordan dropped me off, i got in to bed and went to sleep. he called later and said that he was stuck in traffic and even though he dropped me off 30 minutes ago he is still really close to my house. after we hung up i went back to sleep and woke up at 4 am and realized that he never called me to tell me he got home safely. i was really worried and i was really hot and sweaty because i think i was running a fever ... i wanted to call him but i was worried i would wake him up if he did get home but i was also afraid that he didn't get home because we had such a good day and things tend to fall apart when you are least expecting it. anyway, i ended up calling and he didn't pick up so i was leaving a message when he called me on the other line and said that he did get home (around 1:30 am) and the he couldn't sleep. we talked a little and then i went back to sleep ... then i had a terrible dream. 

i dreamed that i was brushing my teeth and flossing (which i never do ... i mean the flossing) and somehow i pulled two teeth out of my head with the floss by accident. it was like the root of my teeth were liquifying as i was flossing and they just fell out. it was terrible. then when i woke up one of my front teeth were hurting and i couldn't help but thinking about the girl from memorial city mall ... now i am really freaked out. 

i am taking off work on wednesday because i have to go into the dentist to see if i need to get my wisdom teeth cut out of my head this summer or if it can wait. i kind of want to get it over with ... i really regret getting wisdom teeth. i am also going to get my passport renewed on wednesday.

also, today is me and jordan's 10 month anniversary ... and in one month, we will get to hangout with each other everyday in austin!!! yay us!