at this very moment i am in dire need of a tissue ... i hate my life. i am sitting with jordan in his government class that is excessively boring with the runniest nose in the history of runny noses. i've already gone through one travel pack sized box of kleenex and i am having the worst sinus headache ever. it is extremely cold outside and i am wearing the new green and turquoise scarf that stacy got me for christmas. it is nice and soft and really warm too! i love it and it has kept my head attached to my neck today. 

i am already really stressed after only four days of classes. i am already behind in reading and have been having really early mornings and late nights. i will be holding myself hostage in my apartment this weekend so that i may catch up and maybe *hopefully* get ahead. i am trying to be very studious this semester ... unlike previous semesters so that i can salvage my gpa. i didn't pick great courses for that purpose as all my classes are hard ... i can't help being a bad planner. also, jordan has often noted that i spend more time sitting at my desk organizing all the stuff i have to get done than actually doing something.